my mom might be pregnant. and if she has another kid, theres a big possiblity that she could die.
so she wants to make me power of attorney and if she dies while giving birth she wants me to take care of the baby, her house, her car, my grandpa-everything.
that is A LOT for one person to deal with.
i am suppose to be having the greatest years of my life in college. except im struggling to pay rent, fighting to keep my relationship, and worrying to death if my mom is going to be okay. and to top if off, my great grandma is having pacemaker surgery on friday and this is all just too much.

my mom is like freaking out about everything and acting crazy. she says it hormones but she might possibly just be a crazy person:
april: **complains about boyfriend**
mom: i know. find a MAN not a BOY! ha ha. well he will be lonely if i need you!
april: if you ‘need’ me, you will be getting a package deal
mom: OMGGG! i dont have the room for that apey. especially if its a YESS!
april: well we all have to make choices now dont we
mom: OMGGGGGGG! night! i am tired and i need support and love right now

crazy.

oh, and another plus. i have no friends. no life. barely have a job.
running out of money.

dear god, please help me.